Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Wordless Wednesday... Mudbogging

In the hospital once again...

    Over the past weekend, we enjoyed another stay in the hospital. 
Friday morning, Michael was on his way to work and after he dropped the kids off at school he had to stop and throw up. He had been really sick for about three weeks so he decided to go the the emergency room. When he got there and let them know he was a diabetic, they checked sugar and it was off the charts. After blood work it came back to be over 700. They made a choice really quick to admit him in the hospital. We did not actually get a room in the hospital till about 11:00 that night because the hospital was full.
After we got a room, he ended up staying there till Monday morning. It is now Wednesday and his sugar is still above 200.

 I worry so much about him, I just can't imagine my life without him. I just pray that I will get the Michael back that feels good. He is just always so tired and not feeling good. He has been really watching what he eats but this time he was not really eating bad before his sugar spiked and the doctors are not really sure why it did spike so high. I just pray that we will both get to raise my precious kids, and Michael will continue to watch what he eats.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Let them talk..

  I think there comes a time in every one's life where you just realize that everyone is going to talk about you so you start to laugh about it. I have had family, friends, so called best friends, people I work with, people I go to church with, and friends of friends talk about me. It is crazy and it is a little sad but I guess it is true... they really have nothing better to do. It is a shame that people will concentrate so hard on making another persons life a mess as if in this time and age everyone don't already have enough problems. 
 So it is true, all you can do is smile about it and keep your head held high. I also let my inner goddess smirk at the fact I am so important to other people... One day it will be that we all love each other and I wait for that day!! A day at peace with no crazy jealousy, no hate, just love for one another!!